this is not a love song.

2005-12-28 - yoooo
2003-12-17 - an open book that leads a lot to read.
2003-12-13 - FINISHED.
2003-12-12 - tearing my fears apart.
2003-12-11 - you're so lovely.
2003-12-11 - everything's gunna be alright. rockabye.
2003-12-10 - all it takes is a kiss.
2003-12-09 - & it screams that this is a CRAZY place.
2003-12-08 - ECHO the sound of silence.
2003-12-07 - you drive me CRAZY.
2003-12-06 - you SHAKE me.
2003-12-05 - this is becoming too rutine for me.
2003-12-05 - i can't see ANYTHING.
2003-12-04 - just let it ME be.
2003-12-04 - rock me to sleep. kill me.
2003-12-04 - do you remember when?
2003-12-03 - #$@!!
2003-12-02 - don't you see? I ' M B R E A -- I N G [[ &*%#]]
2003-12-02 - stay awhile. comfort me.
2003-12-02 - 101.
2003-12-02 - all my secret lies.
2003-12-01 - enjoy the free ride.
2003-11-30 - i let it all get away from me.
2003-11-30 - sway me n o w.
2003-11-28 - will you miss me? i'll be gone.
2003-11-27 - you're bleeding through.
2003-11-26 - i've paid all my dues.
2003-11-26 - it's obvious.
2003-11-24 - it's too soon.
2003-11-23 - leave a note-
2003-11-23 - is my life just one more lie?
2003-11-21 - hard candy.
2003-11-20 - don't hurt me.
2003-11-20 - that would be my worst mistake.
2003-11-19 - head on collision.
2003-11-18 - so alone.
2003-11-17 - this ruined puzzle.
2003-11-16 - would you catch me?
2003-11-15 - this feeling is never wearing out.
2003-11-15 - i wish it was just that easy.
2003-11-14 - turned away in disgrace.
2003-11-13 - it's not unusual to see me cry.
2003-11-13 - just hold me now. & let it be.
2003-11-13 - i know you think you are so special.
2003-11-13 - reviews.
2003-11-12 - come on. miss use me & abuse me.
2003-11-11 - take me away.
2003-11-11 - bare boned & crazy for you.
2003-11-10 - lost & found.
2003-11-09 - you had me. but i'll never have you.
2003-11-09 - look down. look down. sweet jesus doesn't care.
2003-11-08 - what do you say we get high?
2003-11-07 - it was a tiny little gift to me.
2003-11-07 - take me away.
2003-11-06 - this is why my eyes are closed.
2003-11-05 - empty chairs & empty tables.
2003-11-05 - i like the way you aren't impressed.
2003-11-04 - i can't remember my face.
2003-11-03 - it's been a long time comin. and i'll shed a lonesome tear.
2003-11-02 - she needs to hear she's beautiful.
2003-10-30 - you know, i need you too.
2003-10-30 - we have no time to rewind.
2003-10-29 - mighty king of avondale.
2003-10-28 - just out of curiosity.
2003-10-27 - leave him alone.
2003-10-27 - be selfish.
2003-10-26 - anything at all to break the silence.
2003-10-26 - without him, i feel his arms around me.
2003-10-25 - the great houdini.
2003-10-25 - just another name to add.
2003-10-24 - nothing tangible to gain.
2003-10-23 - remember to breathe.
2003-10-23 - if looks could really kill, my profession would be staring.
2003-10-23 - i'm feeling more alone.
2003-10-22 - save yourself.
2003-10-22 - let's not shit ourselves.
2003-10-22 - illusion
2003-10-21 - i miss you.
2003-10-21 - is she everything i'm not?
2003-10-20 - i will lift you off your feet.
2003-10-19 - we'll run_away
2003-10-19 - learning how to smile.
2003-10-18 - when will we learn to control?
2003-10-18 - just send the pain bellow.
2003-10-18 - just send the pain bellow.
2003-10-18 - just send the pain bellow.
2003-10-17 - and my heart beats through my chest.
2003-10-16 - setting myself up for the greatest fall.
[[of all time]]
2003-10-15 - come_on conscience. i need your guidance.
2003-10-15 - come on conscience. i need your guidance.
2003-10-15 - didn't i tell you?
2003-10-14 - my blond haired rockstar boy.
2003-10-13 - wave my hand, kick my leg.
2003-10-12 - scream my lungs out.
2003-10-12 - spramp.
2003-10-12 - the water is shallow here.
2003-10-11 - you define arrogance.
2003-10-11 - tribute.
2003-10-10 - it's as simple as something that nobody knows.
2003-10-09 - making myself.
2003-10-09 - sure shot.
2003-10-08 - playing my game beneath the spin light.
2003-10-08 - another public service announcement.
2003-10-07 - something isn't right here.
2003-10-07 - i want the live you think i have.
2003-10-05 - well. i am the great pretender.
2003-10-04 - dead leaves on the dirty ground.
2003-10-04 - tell me where it hurts.
2003-10-02 - i'll see you again.
2003-10-02 - i can bend and not break.
2003-10-01 - trapped in the wake of a dream.
2003-10-01 - moi?
2003-10-01 - break the pieces apart-
2003-10-01 - pull yourself together.
2003-09-29 - here i go. scream my lungs out.
2003-09-29 - done.
2003-09-28 - honey kisses- let me stay.
2003-09-28 - i hope this feeling lasts.
2003-09-26 - i swear, you've got me all wrong.
2003-09-26 - you've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion.
2003-09-25 - guess i'll just keep movin. someday. maybe.
2003-09-24 - so cool, and casually lame.
2003-09-22 - i shiver when i hear your name.
2003-09-21 - i wanna read good news- i wanna be a little kid again.
2003-09-21 - tough little boys.
2003-09-21 - real life aint no fairy tale.
2003-09-19 - i stabbed him in the back. {inventiveness is what i lack.}
2003-09-18 - maybe it's childish, and maybe it's wrong.
2003-09-17 - i got a plan- drink for 40 days and 40 nights.
2003-09-17 - glory fades.
2003-09-17 - you're perfect.
2003-09-16 - love me. so i can be myself again.
2003-09-15 - too bad. i kind of liked it in the clouds with you.
2003-09-14 - a last breath, and 10 little pills.
2003-09-14 - repair this broken heart.
2003-09-13 - piano fingers and telephone cords.
2003-09-12 - i care. and i miss you.
2003-09-12 - a heartbreak. a fake smile. and 2000 miles.
2003-09-11 - please let me breathe, you're chokin me. and my feelings.
2003-09-11 - unspoken word
2003-09-10 - must get out.
2003-09-09 - forgotten faces.
2003-09-08 - embers and envelopes
2003-09-08 - you're just like a pill.
2003-09-06 - "i'm a fucked up kid, is what they said. but at least i know all the things i want- and that's all the things i got."
2003-09-06 - i was a fool to think that i should stop you from undressing.
2003-09-06 - how'd you get so high? why you keepin me low?
2003-09-05 - leaving through the window.
2003-09-04 - this medicine is just what you deserve. swallow, choke- and die.
2003-09-04 - this pill is just what you need. swallow, choke- and die.
2003-09-03 - Hey now, the straw dog's out in the street.
2003-09-01 - I act like shit dont phase me, inside it drives me crazy
2003-08-29 - it's not like we're actually calling you from outer space. helllo. helllo!
2003-08-29 - only hotties need aply... shouldn't steal my stuff.
2003-08-29 - hates: alarms.
2003-08-28 - if i didn't say it... well i still would have felt it. where's the sense in that?
2003-08-27 - I dont wanna leave you alone, cuz I know you can take this anymore.
2003-08-26 - Cuz of you I can't figure... What I'm all about.
2003-08-25 - I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
2003-08-24 - roll with the punchs, gunna leave it all behind.
2003-08-23 - good to know that if i ever need attention, all i have to do is die.
2003-08-23 - wrap my arms around your ribs... can't break this embrace.
2003-08-22 - i believed in your confussion, you were so completely torn.
2003-08-21 - dont stand so close to me.
2003-08-21 - as if it happening wasn'nt enough, i gotta go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
2003-08-20 - wait for nothing, and my body still aches.
2003-08-20 - Why am I falling apart?
2003-08-20 - Wasnt it good?
2003-08-19 - It's been a long time gone.
2003-08-18 - Nothing Better.
2003-08-18 - And so come the true challenges.
2003-08-18 - well, i was the one worth leaving.
2003-08-17 - Your like of shame comes naturaly, I should not be suprised. I should have seen it sooner...
2003-08-14 - I understand you better than you fake it.
2003-08-11 - Would it help if I explained?
2003-08-10 - The charade is over.
2003-08-09 - and now im all alone again, no one to turn to.
2003-08-09 - No more words 'I haven't been fair'. Give me a chance to clear my name.
2003-08-08 - Get a little anxious sometimes you'll be gone and I'll be left behind.
2003-08-08 - Get a little anxious sometimes you'll be gone and I'll be left behind.
2003-08-08 - They Call Her Easy
2003-08-07 - Hit or miss.
2003-08-06 - You got me straight trippin boo!
2003-08-05 - With half of the time thinkin what mighta been, and the rest thinkin... just as well
2003-08-04 - I'ma ask you... 28... questions.
2003-08-04 - Empty chairs, and empty tables...
2003-08-01 - We're doing fine. We're doing nothing at all...
2003-07-31 - Don't you see, don't you see... That the charade is over.
2003-07-30 - We're not fighting, but we're not talking...
2003-07-30 - It's a big, big city- Let me show you around some time.
2003-07-29 - A brilliant dance, where no one leads at all.
2003-07-29 - So this is odd... A painful realization...
2003-07-28 - So quiet, another wasted night... The television steals the conversation.
2003-07-27 - everything:
2003-07-26 - the GIRL.
2003-07-25 - rings.
2003-07-23 - It's not the falling of the temperature, that's making all our bones run cold...
2003-07-21 - I am, a little bit of lonliness...
2003-07-17 - Now I know just where you are, up on a hill in the backseat of a car. You're my beloved movie star...
2003-07-16 - And you dont really wanna, fuck with me. That's the devil- They always wanna dance.
2003-07-15 - Savy?
2003-07-13 - Lock the door, kill the light- No one's coming home tonight.
2003-07-12 - "Dont worry Susie; he has a nice life. He's trapped in a perfect world."
2003-07-12 - It makes my stomach turn, and it tears my flesh from bone...
2003-07-11 - Now listen here's the clever one- Who speaks before her thoughts are done.
2003-07-11 - No shoes, no shirt... No problems.
2003-07-10 - I'm the one you're using, please dont push me aside.
2003-07-10 - "I
2003-07-09 - When you're drowning in deep water... It's nothing without love..
2003-07-09 - "N Y C... What is it about you? You're big, you're loud... You're tough."
2003-07-08 - If I was beautiful like you, I would have so many friends, all fighting for my time, to be next in line- So if i hurt one, I wouldn't have to make amends.
2003-07-07 - And like I really deserve a chance to, sit across the table, and tell you that I think you're wonderful. And I think you're something special
2003-07-07 - I'm dull and void, these razor thoughts are paranoid. I'm a footnote in your scentence... A last name in your index....
2003-07-06 - When you knew that it was over, were suddenly aware- that the autumn leaves were turning to the color of his hair?
2003-07-05 - "And I want to hold you... Protect you from all of the things I've already endured..."
2003-07-03 - "Are my screamings loud enough for you to hear me? Should I turn this up for you?"
2003-07-03 - "And I can't believe, that I'm not ashamed, to be the person thatI am today..."
2003-07-03 - "And I can't believe, that I'm not ashamed, to be the one I am today..."
2003-07-02 - "Reeed reed wiiiiiiine... Stay close to meeee"
2003-06-28 - "I never made promises lightly, and there have been some that I've broken... But I swear in the days still left- We'll walk in fields of gold."
2003-06-27 - Why bother? It's gonna hurt me, it's gonna kill when you desert me, this happened to me twice before... Won't happen to me anymore.
2003-06-26 - I need your arms around me I need to feel your touch.
2003-06-25 - "You like the things that I do? Wrap 'em up and take 'em with you."
2003-06-24 - "Remember, when I was a kid and I would skin my knee, but not a tear came out of me..."
2003-06-23 - "I dont think you think you need me..."
2003-06-22 - "Give me one reason to stay here..."
2003-06-21 - "And you say you've become a stranger, in this house you call 'your home'..."
2003-06-20 - "And life aint no, beauty show... We don't know where tomorrow ends, and when your sad... Yeah, it's kind of a drag."
2003-06-19 - "Let me sleep, for when I sleep I dream that you are here... You're mine... And all my fears are left behind. I float..."
2003-06-18 - "Beneath the stings of time, the feelings disapear. You are someone else- I am still right here."
2003-06-16 - "Woo, it must be my lucky day! I'll take Famous Titties for 300 please." "That's titles Mr. Connery, not 'titties'.."
2003-06-16 - "Could you take my picture? Cuz I know I wont remember..."
2003-06-13 - "We can read, and we can right. What we need to know is... Where's the party at tonight? Hey teach, school's out for summer."
2003-06-12 - "I'll take, The Rapist for 500." "That's... Therapist."
2003-05-04 - New journal link.
2003-05-03 - "Think I sound crazy? Maybe... Whatever."
2003-05-03 - "I guess this is my only chance to, say I wish I knew you, because I'm sure you're wonderful, if I'd get to know you..."
2003-05-02 - "And what doesnt kill you- It makes you linger. And it makes you wonder... For goodness sake, have you ever been asleep? Thinking one thing- I'd be here. What doesnt kill you... Doesn't stay."
2003-05-02 - "And it's bound to happen, but you always wonder, 'why?'. And you tell yourself you wont break down, but you always start to cry..."
2003-05-01 - "This whole war," He said, "You know what it is? Just one big banquet. Meat, man. You and me. Everybody. Meat for the bugs." The next morning he shot himself.
2003-05-01 - They're just words...
2003-05-01 - One more day down, everybody has those days... Where just one sweet song- Is just enough to clear my head...
2003-04-30 - But these words- they cant replace the life you... The life you waste.
2003-04-30 - "You think these words aren't enough? Look inside my head."
2003-04-30 - "It's something unpredictable but in the end it's right, I hope you had the time of your life."
2003-04-24 - "And if anyone ever had a heart- Well... He wouldn't be alone."
2003-04-23 - EMMYS A WHORE. I mean, F
2003-04-19 - "Forget the future disregard the past- Cuz those are questions I don't want to ask."
2003-04-16 - "Have you ever wondered... Where do we go... Where do we go when we're gone?"
2003-04-10 - "I can sense you, it's something sensual... But it's less than I planned.."
2003-04-07 - "Put your arms around me- Run away."
2003-04-06 - "Dice are rolling, the knives are out."
2003-04-06 - "This really torchures me... Cuz you dont understand me."
2003-04-06 - "It's just one of those days when you dont wanna wake up, everything is fucked, everybody sucks."
2003-04-05 - "A chance to get inside of my head- It comes but once a lifetime."
2003-04-05 - "When I cry, you cry... We cry together."
2003-04-04 - "...When you threw me on the wall, screamin please... No more..."
2003-04-04 - "Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!"
2003-04-03 - "I've got my eggs, I've got my pancakes too... I've got my maple syrup- Everything but you.."
2003-04-03 - Nothing.
2003-04-03 - "Pain is inevitable... Suffering is an option."
2003-04-03 - "I can't make you love me... If you dont... You cant make your heart say something it wont."

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